21Nov09

i cnt believe i wasted 3 weeks doin nth D:


05Nov09

gawd.
u totally suck.
i detest u.
i cnt believe u dun care abt ur bestfren.
our blog.
u havnt updated for soo long.
asked u to update, u always say cnt use com.
nw u cn use, u dun evn wan to update our blog.
iz tis called BFFS?
wat do u treat me as?
i hate it.__________.
URGH/
my throat hurts*_*
bye


screwed

31Oct09

heyyz.
i screwed my dman freakin band test._____.
urgh.
seems lyk i hv to retake th test agn in th hols.
my conductor seems dissapointed.
my senior said tt my conductor hv high hopes on me.bt in th end i failed.
SAD.
evn during th drills after band my conductor n my band teacher toked abt me i tink.
cus i heard th word ‘trombone’
n its obvi tt they were talkin abt me n hw badly i did.
D:
tis hols iz gunna be horrible.
there’s band lyk evry week.
includin SATURDAYS!^^
suck lahs.
wat kind of lyf shit iz tis.
so damn stressin.
LOLZ.
im off to deal wif my own probs
too muchh things on my mind nwadays.
BYE*___*


HAWT

25Oct09

heyz
oh gawd.__.
went running today,after church.
DAMN FREAKING HAWT*__*
yea n i run lyk more thn 5 km?!?!
im half black n half white nw.
Urgh.
anws, i dun feel lyk goin band nxt wed.
nt bcus im too scared of th test bt bcus my ulcer {on my tongue} is realli startin to hurt
bye


BAND><

23Oct09

heyz guyz. went for band today.TOTALLY HORRIBLE.___.
Mr Ed plus Mr Yeo test sum of us today. luckily my band test is nxt wed. LOLS.
damn stupid sia. i tink im gunna fail th test. th worse case is, if i fail, thn there’ll b another test durin th hols!!n if th test is one of th days where i go holiday,means i’ll stay in JUNIOR BAND 4EVA!!wth.
wish i could quit. bt i cnt. urgh.
juz came back frm J’s hse.
super tired.
i dun tink im gunna on9 l8r.
i jus nid to clear my mind on sum things.
its jus too horrible.
a total nitemare.
i cnt take it anymore.
i hate tis world.
soo lonely.
i realli cnt stand it anymore.
bye


bleh…

20Oct09

heyyz guyz… passed all my exams. din noe abt Lit n Hist yet. oh bloody hell. tis FRI got band.__. suppose to b holiday de thn hv band ^__^ Zzz… i realli aint lookin 4ward to it. anws, today sku was alrite. talked to R in class said she doesnt hv sku today ^.^ LOLS. went home. slept lyk a pig 4 two hrs!i din noe i was such a sleepin beauty:B Urgh. im tryin to find out reasons wats so gd abt band. there’s sth seriously wrong wif me >.< ARGHHHHH:[
DAY 2 FOR HIDING UNDER MY COVERS:(
*Poof*


DAMMIT. why?!? its all my fault. talked to Jasmine. she gave mi sum hints hw to win her back. im tryin to. bt wat if she doesnt forgive me?:( i dun wanna loose another bestfren. its too unbearable. i din mean to hurt her. i realli wish we cn get back to our old self n jus be BFFS. i noe i hung out wif S alot bt ur still my bestfren 4eva. nvr changes. in my eyes, S is jus my gd fren n ur my BFF<3 im nawt gunna 4get tt. URGH.__. wish she cn gimmie a second chance.
Ciao


agony

18Oct09

gawd. im tanned. sorta. went running in ECP tis morning. sweat lyk hell the weather is damn freaking hawt >.< im probably suffering frm dehydration. not enough water. n starving. no food:/ im plannin to swim nxt week(: {TO BE TANNED} hahahax im too white. white iz soo nt my type lols. anws, went XPO after tt, bought a 3 quarter pants;D damn tired.__. watched BOF yesterday. at first i tot it wasnt nice bt whn shahira said tt i shld watch it cus its fab, i decided to jus watch it since its almost th last epi. and guess wat? its damn kool:] today last epi must watch!hahahax~PS: LISTEN TO ALLL TIS SONGS!!its great^^frm th album, EMO LOVE(:

`Daughtry, What about Now

`Never say never, the fray

`I’ll be there

GOODBYE^^


suckers-.-

17Oct09

gawd. i hate u all. my sister was rite. i shldnt hv mixed frens wif them. th onli ppl i cn realli trust nw are JOELLE(: n NURUL:D  why am i soo naive?!?!WHY?!i detest you. im tryin to make our frenship better bt u ruined it. im nt gunna trust sum stupid jerk lyk u>.< ur such a freakin lameass.__. im nt gunna give a dam abt anything anymore. u live ur own world, i live mine. let tis be th end. n th start of th beginning for new frenships;x

BB


>.<

16Oct09

heyyx. got back sum results. a little dissapointed.__. EL:29/50:/ HE:54/80 CL:45.5/70

oh gawd. i tink my results for other subjects jus PASS):

HELP:[

ARGHHHH..TO BE CONTINUED…